the sun is my enemy
nothing I could do could heal this pain
everything I do leaves a scar or a stain
for once in my life can this please not backfire
for once in my life can I be what I desire
feeling like there is no hope
reality makes me choke
I hold no one close to me
is this what I should be?
I'm slipping further away
how much longer can I stay?
my ability to hold back the words that swell on my tongue decrease
alienation has become my best friend
I could never be what someone else wants
so just accept me for what I'm not